To MidgetNinja

Now, I could've included this with the Crom, and Bronkor topics, but I really can't say that it does just to the person, who I thought of as my friend for well over a year. Midget, says I never did anything to help him. In reality this is true, he never asked for any of the responsibility I gave him, but I trusted him more then enough to give it to him. We fought at times, but most of the time our friendship stood strong, for a long time I always confided in midget, and I've always thought of him as being one of the best friends I've ever had, he helped me create the community, he made the Arena, and in reality he ended up becoming a major part of the reason why this community came into existence at all. It's my inability to properly appreciate midget, and what he did for the community, that drove me, and him apart. Sure, there were other factors, but what can't easily be said is just how much I valued the friendship that me and him had.


I know, I've not always been the best of friends to Midget, hell to all of you, but I would like to say that, if anyone is sorry for their past actions, and worked tirelessly to remedy them, they would be myself. I know, I've done some mean, and in some ways spiteful things to Midget in the past. I lost sight of what really mattered in a community, it's not about activity, posts, clan size, fame, prominence, any of that. It's about making a community out of your friends, and having fun. That's the lesson midget always tried to teach me, that during the time he was with me, I never really fully embraced. I'd say things have changed, I hope my actions that I've done with the community since his departure, can make up but a small portion of the atonement, I've done to remedy all the injustices towards the Arena, our Friendship, the Clan, The Website, but most of all our Community.